Well, I'm sorry for being gone for so long, but mum went all crazy-lady and took away my modem -_-
I got it back now, for 1 and a half hours each weekday that I go to school, and 4 hours on weekends if I'm in school for more than 3 days in the week. Oh, and no msn :M
Ugh.

The most interesting new rule, however, is the one I'm most annoyed about- I have to see a psychiatrist until I'm proclaimed 'better'
Uhh, right, so the point she is trying to make is the fact that she trusts me to sort my own life out, and she's sending me to some idiot to do it for me >_<
And she expects me to be uber grateful for it, too.
ugh again xD

Well, I. . the last week has been. . difficult to say the least.
I don't quite understand. . well, anything much tbh.
It's all sort of a blur. .
I scared myself I guess. And my family and my friends too.
I broke mum's phone.
I screamed, and cried and laughed in the space of 2 minutes, all the time just jumping from emotion to another, hysterical.
And I did something I promised my best friend I'd never do again.
And mum. . found out.

And then. .
Well, there are a series of poems I'll upload, the series called: 'In the case of a timely demise.'
They were written as goodbye letters to those who mean the most to me on earth.
After I wrote them all, I realised that I just couldn't say goodbye yet.
So that's good I guess.
And I'm sorry ><

Argh, maybe it's a good thing I'm going to a shrink xD
Meh, we'll see I guess.
Other than the timely-demise-poems, there are. . a few others.
I'll have to bulk upload I'm afraid xD

They're pretty self-explanatory, but I'll name 'em in order of when they were written or they'll make no sense.
'Isn't that right'
'fine'
'conversations with the girl in the mirror'
'let you down'
'out of this'
'funny, isn't it?'

And, that's me for the past while
Sucky, but I'm getting better.
Won't have internets this weekend though, I wasn't in school today or yesterday ><
And. . yeah, I think that's about it, I'll keep ya'll updated
Laters,
Abigail.